this week is hectic.
works r piling up and facing exams n stuffs...
went to service this morning
n i was really shocked.
God spoke to me regarding my thinkings.
He really knows and understands fully.
Youthbuzz bulletin was talking about friendships.
hm...n tat's one of the issues on my mind for this week.
n it was my msn nick!
God is so accurate when He speaks.
a friend's love is truly great!
tt's y i should love and treasure my friends!

throughout the svc, his name was mentioned so many times.
tt's cos pastor was preaching on that chapter of this biblical hero.
i wasn't really prepared to hear that but i hav to control myself.
somehow, i wonder...
y God can still calm me down.
is He tryin to tell me that i shd forgiv n love him as a fren
even when he has hurt me n betrayed my trust in him?
seriously...i dunno
n he's avoiding me now.
a bas**** he is but still...
i felt bad to hate him.
m i too kind or crazy?!
or God has a purpose for doing it in this way?
Holy Spirit, please tell me n help me to overcome this situation.
im brave enough to face it
but i wonder will he b able to
since he's bad.
i tink that no one ard me wld support my decision made
as they jus tink im crazy or stupid.
but im assured somehow by God that i've peace in carrying out.
i jus dunno y. perhaps it's really God's intention
to make us learn.
i dun tink im able to change anything
but i trust in the power of Holy Spirit
who is able n mighty in all things!
He will do great jobs and changes people's lives!
i hope he will definitely change for the better
n im sure that
I LOVE HIM AS A FRIEND! =)
i just can't bring myself to dislike or hate him.

<`scribbled at-
6:18 PM

~fReNzY lInKs WaVeZ~*

`PaStOrS rOlAnD & lAiFuN!gRaNdPaReNtS!!!*
`[cElL gRoUp*
`*gIeNa*
`!dIa!*
`"~lYzMa~*
`b_E_t_h*
`h^A^n^A*
`"=mAnDy=*
`t_H_a*
`"#rUtH#*
`|LaLa|*
`"^cAt^*
`":)fAiThY*
`"@pEi@*
`[JoO]*
`"|M|E|L|*
`b.O.O.n.L.e.N.G*
`"+KaIyIn+*
`Ri~xIaNg'*
`aNnIE^-^*
`aNgElA;)*
`fAhAn^pUnK!*
`j'O's'H'u'A*
`mAo|mAo*
`wEi ^KaNg kAnG^*
`YaNlOnG*sHiFU*
`jA-CiN-tA^~^lAo PoZ*
`xIaO*tIaN*tIaN*
`dEeZ|lAo Po!!!*
`hAfIzZo*
`sAw ^h^U^i^*
``xIaNg zHoU`*
`nSs 4Eb*
`cOmE n C mY fAv PiCs!!!*
`lYlYdIa`MiSs ToFu*
`EdDy~LeNg ZaI*
`EiLeEn~eAtEr*
``BiNg & eStEe``*
`PaStOr SeNg LeE!!*
`CHL TrIbE`!*
`sHuYuN~tReEcLoUdIaN*
`~sHaRoN~``*
`^cHiN yEe PoZ^*
`@mY lAo ShI
`$hAiRuL*
`#fYoN)*
`~PeIyU*
`*eDiSoN cHeN*~cUtE
`s@bR|nA^kEkEz
`!dAnIeL|E^
`fIoN@=*
`*hE@tHeR+
`AlEc#O2
`JaSoN|sHoW|
`dOgGiE ZzP
`feN >_<
`eMiLy*sWeEt*
`ShIkAi%BBhOnEy*
`cHeN~lI^^
`BaOChEnG=bAoBaO
`eDwIn_C#
`wIlSoN_wIlL!!
`EdWiN aNg~
`links*

The Falala Song.wma - Jack and Rai