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Monday, November 24, 2008

oops i've failed the first round of interview.
2 out of 10 ladies would be selected for kebaya and skin check.
i waited for 3 hrs just for the first round.
it's an intro of ourselves and y we wanna join SIA.
guessed tat i didn't really 'xian' SIA enuff. lolz~
onli told them how much passion i've to serve people.
i'm a noob there.
it's my first time whereas the rest came for a few times.
they wanted to pursue their dream of flying.
i gt to know carol, gracious and adeline.
carol is a very beautiful air stewardess from another airline.
gracious is a chinese mixed with eurasian.
adeline is a pretty and confident malay lady.
note: all their names hav been changed
in order to protect the individuals!
we were waiting in same row and in the same interview grp as well.
carol nearly had a nervous breakdw infrt of interviewers
n she was shaking her body all over.
in the end, my grp was honoured to have the priviledge
of having 2 out of 10 girls to enter the sec round.
they were carol and adeline.
the rest were very disappointed, esp gracious
who has tried for so many times.
i was not so upset cos i already did wad i could at that point of time.
i hav obeyed God by going to the interview without fears.
n i thank God for getting me to befriend them
and givin them support thruout the waiting process.
hope that they really felt my sincerity.
thank God and friends
like dee, jac, lydia, jiawen, fiona, daniel, jiawei, foster,
maomao and minlong etc.
for your support and encouragements!
i dunno wad to look for.
i wish to be a local hotel PR but i can't find it in newspapers or online.
hm...perhaps i shd go for next SIA interview next yr
since i know wad i shd do n say to increase my chance of getting in.
lolz!
went for asia conference ytd
and the hall was full so again,
i went to overflow hall.
every session i went tgt wif lydia, i cld only got seat in overflow hall.
sianz~
dee was with me n i really appreciate her for staying wif me.
so sorry to make her so tire n hungry after tt!
hahahz~
we saw will liu geng hong and JJ lin!
JJ wore til so nerdy...
haha the clothes and shoes didn't match at all.
the speaker, AR bernard, spoke in undynamic tone
but his message was dynamic to us!
he is surely a brave man of God
who doesn't afraid of criticisms or engaging wif cultures
outside the 4 walls of church.
sun ho's attending the church he is preaching in new york.
i prayed for my own church last nite
tt our leaders in authority
will not be over religious but to be daring.
only when you connect wif ppl, u will be able to touch others' lives.
tt's wad Jesus did!
He associates himself wif the sinners whom others condemn
but He didn't go their way.
He stood up n made His love n truth clearly to them
whom long n thrist for it.
He didn't say that it's unappropriate to wear skirt/short pants on stage.
He didn't say that it's not good to date/marry early.
He didn't say that we mus give all of our time to church stuffs
yet neglecting our loved ones who're not in church wif us.
im goin to write a personal email to my cell leader
n hope tat solutions will come out.
i may seem selfish to my church
but i oso wan to c myself to b building up relationships wif my loved ones
instead of going further from them.
I want to use my money, power and fame for the glory of God!

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