Sunday, September 21, 2008
so sorry, angie. i'm quite busy now so didn't change templateas i dun hav time to do editing.super tire!jus came home fr cell grp fellowshipn i woke up 7 amden went for school of leaders 2!finally, i settled all the lessons!left sch of consolidation.n of cos, SOL 3, which needs pastor's approval!haha i hope i can graduate before i turn 22 yrs old.hope that it'll b memorable to me!tis week im super pissed n tired from over-working.sometimes, i wish there was really someone whom can really sit by my side n listen to me n oso, to understand me fully.hahaz i know that God is therebut i truly wish to say out things tt i tolerated...workplace is a mess n im trying to solve thing by thing.luckily, there's an attachment student, huiting,fighting alongside wif me...we wanna shine for Jesus but we jus cldn't take things lying downso we scolded vulgarities.thank God tt my mood gt better during fri evening...i tink on last tue, i wanted to commit suicide during my way to workdue to stress n money issues.i dunno y tt tot came to my mind.i jus wanted to stand on the highway n let the cars to bang onto mebut THANK GOD, i was pulled back by a small voice in me.an encouraging voice.i tink it's Holy Spirit speaking to me.suddenly, i jus dun wan to giv up.i spoke to God n in His name, i casted the negative tot in my mind.thank God tt jin cheng encouraged me wif verses too!i pray tt she'll b richly blessed by God too!thank you, jin cheng!i miss my frens!seldom get to c or hear fr any of them anymore.i miss my relatives!even though some of them r mean at times,i do still miss them!i hope church svc can get back on sat late afternoon.be4 svc will b cell grp.used to b in the past n we'll get more free time wif loved ones!beth oso agreed.i pray for revival in our church as well.y r some leaders not setting gd examples?!i dunno. i dun wanna judge thembut my heart is really broken to c ppl of God living without the heartbeat of God...seriously, we need passionate n serious people of God who will bring joy, love n fun to everyone ard them.i wan to b a woman of great faith who'll love my neighbour as myself!i pray tt my sisters will serve alongside wif me!
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