Tuesday, September 09, 2008
i made special efforts to take an off day!y?!cos 3 of my poly class guys r goin to end their tekong hell training!congrats to alec, daniel shuai shuai n nantha!!!my first time to attend POP.fiona, ly n i did terribly bad things to get into this function.may God bless us!hehez~went jogging ytd nite n really reflected on stuffs.tinking of my future studies, career, finances n marriage.shd i go over overseas to pursue studies for my dream career?where to find so much money?how to persuade my family?tinking of wad a leader has once said in a camp to us girls...most women want their husbands to be faithful men of Godbut wad if the man didn't choose you...he chose to marry another woman..will you still serve God?super troublesome n bothering!pastor khong jus mentioned in last week's sermontt all of us shd stop looking at these problemsbut to submit them under the authority of Jesus.God knows all of our needs n will provide ways for us.only thing we need to do is to SEEK FIRST the kingdom of God and His righteousnessABOVE ALL ELSE with perseverance!came to this final conclusion that i want to focus on God.wanna graduate from school of leaders by next yr. hopefully, i will! so many yrs n still no available time to make up for the lessons.i wan to move on with courage n love!next yr, i wld like to b in the school of ministry.hope tt beth will join me. hopefully, other sisters too!pray hard tt i can meet the timing n b able to afford the fees.
yet i'm still a human...so will b emo at times.jy, we r on same boat. experienced similar things. listening to same song, watching the mv...reminded both of us the past sweet memories.hahaz! but it's a secret between both of us.thanks alot for ur link!gonna c u girls n botak macho guys ltr!miss all of u so much!i miss old sch days!work is quite boring...
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