Thursday, August 07, 2008
tis week is not realli as busy but it's still hectic for me.works r nv ending for me.jus hav to keep on working n working.i tink God has opened my eyes to c the injured n sick ard me.to remind me tt my dream is to serve the sick?i hav tis dream since childhoodn hav committed tis dream during a dedication service last yr.i rmb it's landa cope who asked us to come to the front for the altar call.i sent an email to one of the sch of health sciences' managers in nyp.he intro to me a 'change track' scheme which allows me to study 3-yr diploma in physio/occupational therapyafter 2 yrs of full-time non-related healthcare work.but i mus go thru interviews after 2 yrs n need to pay abt 20k...large sum of money to mesince im earning quite lil to support myself n family.i tot of applying for air stewardess tis coming augafter my 10km safra marathon.but after discussing wif dee who is my cg sis nw.we knew tt my church leaders will not allow me to go for air crew jobas they wan mi to stay fully committed in attending cg n services.i don't know wad to say abt it.i jus felt it's stupid issue to argue over.it's still a marketplace to be reclaimed n y mus we see it as negative?does it mean realli hav to work office hrs den i'll fully love God?many ppl hav asked me to leave my churchwhen they knew of the sacrifices i've made.im not goin to do so nowcos i believe God has placed me there now.i know tt my cg is stupidly dead rite nwn i dunno wad to do n i lack strength to do more things.where're the children of God in church?!rise up! i wonder how much support can each of us giv to each other?!perhaps i can dare to say it as 0%.i went to marina square wif my colleague,edward n sales associate fr another company called ken.we had kfc family feast meal n it was very tasty!den, we went to watch the mummy lastest movie.it's so fascinating n exciting!i love the fighting and love btw the parents n their children!however, both of the guys tink it's nth to b praised of.sianz~daniel replied to my msg!congrats to my shuai shuai daniel, alec n nantha!3 of them hav completed field trip camp?!hoorays! they shd b back now to enjoy n rest at homes!daniel said tt he misses avocado drink in holland driveso i decided to try out my own recipe.but too bad...sat's national day!dun tink nyp is open for us to meet. read to the sec last chap of a book on love for women.God spoke to me abt the differences of the world views n His views on women!the world is always telling tt women shd dress to attract guys.but God told us tt we hold the power to build up our husbands!not onli we're attractive, we hav to b always supportive, hard-working,having virtues n fix our eyes on God.naturally, the men of our lives will come n reach out to uscos we're their specific, missing rib cage.we r made to b fit for them.they will provide n protect us.of cos, they will love us sacrificially.one important thing to note, there's only one man for u.get wad i meant, girls?!the book has also stated some prayers tt i cld pray accordinglywhich i did.i prayed tt God's clear guidance will bring him n me tgt.perhaps he hasn't appear in my life yet but i hav already been praying for his life. may he b blessed now.i know God's answer for my love life now is to waitso i'll continue to wait in hope n faith. bless and guide me, O God, as i seek Your ways!Happy earlier birthday to YOU, SINGAPORE! =D
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