Thursday, August 16, 2007
due to STM,i can't rmb when did i receive tt vision from God.in tt vision, i tot i was in fcbc.but when i attended FOP wif my frens.i realised it's so similar to indoor stadium.i dunno is tat God's vision for my ministryn i do not know wad it means right nw.im quite troubled over the broken relationships of ppl ard me.it's affecting me quite a lot.i did all to help but nth seems to work.i hope as days pass by, ppl will reconcile.im disappointed in wadeva ppl said.wad they said r really so discouraging.one thing for sure, ppl will disappoint pplbut God will nv disappoint me!i wan my faith to b stronger than before.i wan the faith to trust in ppl again,i wan the faith to believe there's still hope for othersn i wan the faith to love all the ppl.i wanna cry now. my heart aches but there's no tear.it's so broken dry.im always happy to others but if u live 24/7 wif me, tt's nt goin to b the fact.onli God knows of my sadness n fears.sumtimes, so much things to handle.troubles come flooding in w/o warnings.it's damn affecting my studies n seriously no mood.exams r coming but i haven start to revise at all.however, i wan to committ to my lecturers' success.wif tt in mind, i hav to study!help me, Daddy!i felt so bad tt i hav nt been doing quiet time for these few busy weeks.i dread it n i want to b close to Him once again.i started my quiet time ytd.i love it!i know ppl ard r nt doin well perhaps.they may hide but nt forever.i can't do much except encouraging, praying n taking action when opportunities come.i wish to see to YOUR SUCCESS AS WELL.tis is to everyone i know.i may nt b perfect in doin so but let my small efforts help. =D
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