hm..ytd i learnt quite a lot from comm skills.
actualli fr the business n comm skills lectures in sch,
i learnt a lot of stuffs to apply into my spiritual n physical families.
esp today's on organizational communication.
lack of communication.
i fear tis n yes, i fear tt God wld not use me
cos i m easily tire, too busy to have free time
and hav no special talents.
i fear all these now.
the feelings in me i discovered today
r tt i feel nt appreciated or loved by ppl ard.
sumtimes i wonder, if i'm gone (mayb overseas only...hahah),
will anyone think of me?
m i significant to those i love?
how come they dun seem to contact me
or even listen to my problems.
no one seems to stop a while to ask abt me.
even if there is,
sumhow i think they r so superficial.
at times, i jus feel left out
cos i seem to b cold n distant to others
but actualli i dun tink others realli understand me.
i hate tis feeling nw.
ppl tink i'm silly to tok abt tis wif God
but hahahz tt's true!
i'm talking and asking my BIG DADDY about tis.
hopefully, i can love everyone ard from the bottom of the heart.
i dun care wad the ending may b.
i dun care how much heartaches i wld get
but i know He'll b wif me forever n ever.
i realli feel better after talking to DADDY.
i dunno who else can i tok to n
jus nice, i chatted wif lydia online.
hahahz i tink now she's the onli human who can understand
wad i'm going thru.
thanks alot ly for listening to my 'rubbish' talk.
i will keep on praying n will nt give up
til DADDY exchanges my old heart for a heart of His
n til He brings ministry of reconciliation into my families
and with all my loved ones.
Psalm 51:17 The sacrifices of God are a broken spirit;
a broken and contrite heart, O God, You'll not despise.
a verse tt can sumhow describes all i'm having nw...
in a way or another.

ytd durin sch break, my SFG proj team was doin proj.
den i felt so sick of it n i was bad
cos i ate snake n abandoned fiona n sabrina
to watch a thai ghost movie called 'the victim' .
tis dvd was brought by michelle to sch.
the girls were watching except jiawen.
hahahz
due to lack of time cos we needed to rush for the last lectures,
i went to scan forward thru the show
n i stopped at a scene at last part.
it was a horrible sight n most of the girls, including me,
got a BIG shock n guess wad?!
all of us screamed together!!!
hahahz! it's a funny moment n i tink i'll miss tis fun time!
=D




<`scribbled at-
11:54 PM

~fReNzY lInKs WaVeZ~*

`PaStOrS rOlAnD & lAiFuN!gRaNdPaReNtS!!!*
`[cElL gRoUp*
`*gIeNa*
`!dIa!*
`"~lYzMa~*
`b_E_t_h*
`h^A^n^A*
`"=mAnDy=*
`t_H_a*
`"#rUtH#*
`|LaLa|*
`"^cAt^*
`":)fAiThY*
`"@pEi@*
`[JoO]*
`"|M|E|L|*
`b.O.O.n.L.e.N.G*
`"+KaIyIn+*
`Ri~xIaNg'*
`aNnIE^-^*
`aNgElA;)*
`fAhAn^pUnK!*
`j'O's'H'u'A*
`mAo|mAo*
`wEi ^KaNg kAnG^*
`YaNlOnG*sHiFU*
`jA-CiN-tA^~^lAo PoZ*
`xIaO*tIaN*tIaN*
`dEeZ|lAo Po!!!*
`hAfIzZo*
`sAw ^h^U^i^*
``xIaNg zHoU`*
`nSs 4Eb*
`cOmE n C mY fAv PiCs!!!*
`lYlYdIa`MiSs ToFu*
`EdDy~LeNg ZaI*
`EiLeEn~eAtEr*
``BiNg & eStEe``*
`PaStOr SeNg LeE!!*
`CHL TrIbE`!*
`sHuYuN~tReEcLoUdIaN*
`~sHaRoN~``*
`^cHiN yEe PoZ^*
`@mY lAo ShI
`$hAiRuL*
`#fYoN)*
`~PeIyU*
`*eDiSoN cHeN*~cUtE
`s@bR|nA^kEkEz
`!dAnIeL|E^
`fIoN@=*
`*hE@tHeR+
`AlEc#O2
`JaSoN|sHoW|
`dOgGiE ZzP
`feN >_<
`eMiLy*sWeEt*
`ShIkAi%BBhOnEy*
`cHeN~lI^^
`BaOChEnG=bAoBaO
`eDwIn_C#
`wIlSoN_wIlL!!
`EdWiN aNg~
`links*

The Falala Song.wma - Jack and Rai