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Friday, April 13, 2007

the nitez before ytd,
i intended to type out my formal letter to appeal for biomanufacturing
cos i dunno y i'm placed into bioenterprise, marketing.
cos my marketing result better than my bioprocess technology's one?
haiz~
but den when i chatted wif mao online,
he asked mi to send him off to NS the next following day.
i was tinking whether to go or not since there'd b ppl sending him off.
after tinking a while, i tink i wld go if there's a girl goin tgt wif mi.
if i nv go, then i tink i'll b letting mao down.
den i msged elicia, mao's fren who is oso my churchmate.
she said she cld go when she replied me the next morning,
which is ytd.
i woke up ard 11+ am n was goin to b late.
she lives in pasir ris so she wun b late.
i rushed all the way to the bus-stop.
i totally forgot there's a bus 39 tt goes directly to pasir ris.
bus 39 stopped n passed by
den i realised i didn't board it.
i waited for bus 969 for very long
n was late n i took train to pasir ris.
den i ran all the way to the bus interchange there.
saw elicia, mao, mao's family, josh, jiayong, foster and 1 more of his cg bro.
dunno the other guy's name.
...jy is so bad!
he said tt i'm a sotong who didn't know to board bus 39.
tt simply means they were on board the bus which i missed.
yea...he didn't know sth called handphone izzit?!
cannt jus call mi to tell mi?! caused mi to b late, said by mao n ran wif my strength.
yayapapaya...
mi n elicia didn't know tt we cld send mao til pulau tekong.
den his parents told us tt we cld so we followed them.
we were transported to the jetty.
queued to travel on the boat over to the island.
jy said abt my slippers. he said slippers r nt allowed wor.
yea like real. i jus lov to wear them.
y does he need to bother so much.
very irritating. first saying me sotong, next saying my slippers.
did i ever step on his toes har?!
foster asked elicia to guess his age.
elicia guessed he's 15 yrs old.
hahahz although foster's the tallest guy over there,
he sounds like a 15 yrs old kid.
but his actual age is 17+ yrs old tis yr lahz.
lolz~
my first time visit to the 'chalet' there.
took the boat n i was screaming.
i bet i was the noisest inside.
no one talked except me who screamed.
i jus cldn't stand the boat shaking here n there.
i dun like to play on pirate ship in theme parks
cos i damn fear tt thing.
okie then i was in the boat.
wow! making mi feeling giddy n fearful.
my heart was jumping up n down when the boat moved up n down too.
sianz~
the 'chalet' there is quite big.
mao had to leave us first to put his things down.
we were seperated fr him n asked to take a tour round there.
while mao went off, i saw his back n i jus cried.
hahahz~ no one there cried.
onli mi...hahahz elicia was luffing.
she tot tt i was mad. mao's not even my bf n other ppl's gfs oso nv cry
but yet i was crying.
i dunno y did i cry.
i'm nt very close to mao but seeing him growing up these few yrs tgt
makes me feel sad to leave him yet happy to c him to hav tis chance of learning.
mixed feelings all inside me.
den the sir showed us ard.
we saw how much better the facilities hav becam over all these yrs.
how do i know since i jus been here for 1st time?
hahaz~of cos thru wad my dad described abt his army days!
before entering the bunk,
i saw someone infrnt of me nv notice step properly
n he nearly fell.
hahaz i was goin to curse him in my heart n goin to luff out loud.
orbi! tt's wad u shd deserve.
but i nv do so cos i was tinking if i realli did tt,
God wld b angry n sad so i told God tt i dun wanna do anything bad
n i stopped all negative thinkings in my mind.
den we met up wif mao in the so-called lecture hall.
the ns recruits took the pledge n we all sang national anthem tgt.
mao's mum sat beside me n kept promoting mao to mi n elicia
cos she knew tt we r single n same age as mao...
sianz...mao's mum nv stop to ask us to stick more to mao.
i bet she can't wait to hav a daughter-in-law. lolz!
den we went to have late lunch tgt in their canteen.
free food n drinks.
mi n elicia went to find zhiyu who was same platoon as mao's.
kelvin toh was there too to assist the duty as well.
so shocked to c him there. hahahz!
the guys nv eat.
mi n elicia were sharing the food but in the end,
she onli ate mango.
be4 eating, we were saying grace.
i prayed out loud so tt elicia cld hear.
my prayer is always long n after finishing,
jy said tt i prayed for so long.
yea i know tt it's long but God will nv complain tt it's long.
y he comment on tis n tat?
it's irritating since the moment i arrived n met them up,
he's been commenting on almost everything.
c mi not to his eye izzit? as i said, i nv step on his toes.
i ate very slowly due to poor appetite these few days.
when came to eating the hard fried fish cake,
it was too hard to bite off n jus flew out of my mouth.
jus nice tt i managed to catch it on spoon n plate.
den fr the corner of my eye,
i saw he was luffing out.
okie i dunno was he luffing at other jokes or was he luffing at me?
he's .... haiz! i dun wan to say anything bad abt him.
jus let him b.
i'm the way tt i shd b. God will know tt i did n doing my best.
tt's more than enuff for me. =D
he doesn't matter to me anymore
but i will still love him as my bro in Christ.
finally, we took a pic wif mao.
den the guys went to zhi lian n took some pics.
mi n elicia jus stood n watched them
den we waved last goodbye to mao!
we went back to s'pore by boat again.
tis time round, i sat beside a pillar
n i jus held onto it tightly til we reached the shore.
lolz~
den i went back to yishun n met dee.
we then went to woodlands to meet fong.
i saw cs n ming huang too!
joined them for a while den they went back 1st
so i went back to find my 2 gfs.
we went hm early today
n my parents helped to dye my hair.
i bought garnier violet brown hairdye wif dee.
both of us dyed our hairs and they turned out to b dark red!
stunned!
my violet hair color has faded so had no choice but to cover up my bleached hair.
i miss mao n my violet hair color now!!!
received jiawei's sms.
wah so sweet of him to sms us.
hahahz okie miss him too lah since he said tt he missed us.
i talked to hanzhong n fiona on phone.
they, tgt wif aloy n dee, encouraged me to appeal for biomanufacturing.
yea but my area of interest n my future career i wish r in the area of research n development.
but i know my gpa is a bit far away
so even if i appeal for it, the chance is onli abt 40%.
hence, shd i appeal for biomanufacturing instead?
the ans shd b most slightly yes...
hahaz but in tt, i dun seem to hav any close fren there.
onli alec i can tok to???
hahahz sianz~ surely most of them r guys...

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