Saturday, February 03, 2007
haiz so tire now!
these few weeks...nth seems right for me.
i fell seriously sick again for no reason
n up til now still coughing.
i had low blood pressure again, high fever, diarrhea etc.
went to nearby clinic to c docn was nearly knocked dw by cisco police car.
the policemen were chatting inside the car,
hence nv notice tt i was infront of their car parked at tt location.
saw the doc twice but nv recover much.
tot i cld b able to go sch so i went.
'fainted' on the way to sch.
i didn't really faint.
but due to my low blood pressure,
i lost my consciousness,
meaning that i lose my sight n hearing again.
thank God that when i reached yck mrt,
i jus walked straight n there was a bench for me to rest.
no one came to help cos everyone's afraid of mi.
i was pale n wearing sweater so they knew i was sick.
they stood very far away fr mi in the train.
fellow country mates r so evil can?!
when i rested on the bench, an auntie tapped on my shoulder,
asking me if i'm alright or nt.
i slowly regained my vision first den i replied her tt i'm fainting.
she looked for her medicated oil but found none.
den she took the train tt she's waited for.
diaoz...she shd at least notify the staff below.
haiz! poor me n i had to rest there alone for a period of time.
den i took cab to the clinic.
went hm to rest n my mum scolded me for spending money on doc.
i was very upset n hurt by wad she said.
jus went n locked myself in the room to cry.
i was too weak to do anything.
jus den, cs sms mi a short caring msg.
wah i was so surprised but it came in the right time.
sam called up when she knew abt me n my mum.
she prayed over the phone for me.
i slept for few days due to drowsiness caused by drugs.
one whole week nv go sch.
nv help out much at open hse.
NYP's slogan = choose it, live it and love it!
heard fr my class that there were 2 handsum tour leaders
who led ppl to our sch.
too bad i wasn't there to c any of them.
sianz!
i m still nt recovered til now.
i switched fr western doc to chi sinseh due to drug for low blood pressure.
but nw there's another problem.
the chi medicine has side effects on me.
it caused me to b coughing and i scare tt my asthma may come back.
haiz so now stop drinking tt med
n changed a new type specially concocted for my cough.
still drinking it but didn't seem to help much.
i went for RL288 retreat on a weekend.
we had early reunion steamboat dinner during the retreat!
estee prayed for me during a session.
it's a great session n everyone's drawing deeper in the love of Christ!
i slept at ard 2 am tt nite
cos i made small notes as encouragement cards for
my cgl, cg sis n seraph.
hope they wun throw away.
ehehz cos i gt no card or colorful pen on hand
so i onli used white paper n blue pen.
i was back in sch after tt weekend.
a tough week to go on.
projects n lectures!
all was killing me!
everyday had to stay til so late in sch!
marketing proj made me stayed til 11.30 pm in sch.
'cool' har?!
finally, our formal presentation for marketing was here.
second time havin formal presentation.
so uncomfortable wearin the formal clothes.
i lost my voice due to cough
but thank God once again tt im able to present at tt moment til the end even though i was havin headaches n cough.
i was glad i managed to entertain my classmates by doin funny stuffs durin the presentation.
luckily, lionel the strict lecturer was nt there.
otherwise, i tink he wld hav scolded for being nt serious.
hehehz~
i made 2 victorious signs for marketing mix strategy, the 4Ps,
and sang majulah singapurah after i mentioned s'pore.
yea i'm always so crazy n lame!
watch out for more of these stuffs from me!
lol! me n daniel went searchin for handsum guys in frenster tt nite.daniel said tt shawn fr design sch looks nt bad.but i still tink our shawnie fr health sci is even better!
hahahz! shawnie the botak.dunno y he cuts away his hair again.so sad.
went to bleach n highlight my hair to dark violet last afternoon.
the hairdresser was distracted n nv do a gd job.
asked her to redo den she refused to.
she stained my fav shirt as well.
haiz~ cldn't say anything more cos she's my aunt's gd fren.
didn't want to put my aunt in difficult situation.
my aunt told me to forgive her cos she has sum problems.
yea quite true cos i noticed tt she nv tok much today.
jus quietly doin our hairs.
nt her usual self at all.
mayb sth happened in her family.
wad's done cannt b undone.
i jus simply love the violet hair i hav now (even wif the defects)!
i'm so proud of it but it costed a bomb! hope it wun fade too fast away for mine.went to meet dee for dinner n found jac in her wkplace.they were shocked n nearly cldn't recognise me.dee said tt i look like an ah lian n more younger now whereas jac said tt my hairstyle is a bit boyish.went back hm n my parents said tt it's too dull n dark,shd b brighter.hahahz cannt lah ltr sure caught by sch.hope wun b noticed by lecturers.tml gt word encounter.shall prepare my heart to seek the Lord!
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