Friday, February 16, 2007
haiz ytd was a very sad day for me.i was in an upset, foul mood jus after V day. -_-my mum told me tt we'll not join my paternal family sidefor reunion dinner tis yr.even though i know that my relatives do not really like or accept us, i always look forward to having reunion dinner wif them each yr.every yr, i can onli get to c them for 2 days. how i always pray n hope tat God will do something to restore the kinship.now, the situation is getting worse.i'm hoping that everything will become better.if not, i tink when this old generation is gone, the next generation of us will b like strangers.i know that God loves families.may He quickly changes all our hearts n opens doors to let them accept Him into their lives.today, i received a frenster testi fr cg sis, bing.she thanked me for my encouragements ntold me tt all these meant a lot to her. i was very surprised and happy.seldom get the chance to b around her or tok to her.can onli b able to send msgs to her at times.looking at her msg, i realised i really shdn't giv up on lovin others.if u truly lov n care for others,they will feel n know itcos it's a difference u wld make.i decided not to giv up at all on loving my family.i can't tok to them or c them but i'll keep them in prayers.no matter wad happens,i will love them wif the love of Christ!
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