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Tuesday, December 26, 2006

tis yr's Christmas was boring
but it's good
cos i got to spend wif my loved ones!
jiawei, i'm not unhappy abt jy coming to my hse.
i was not happy wif ur unedifying speech.
anyway, u already apologised.
i accepted it n wun take it to heart anymore.
u r a great fren!
on 23rd dec,
i visited my granny in hospital.
den went to aloy's hse in hougang.
having class party!
it's quite boring since i dunno how to play mahjong
or watch soccer or play piano etc...
hahahz~
i was staring blankly at the walls for so many hrs.
gt so isolated.
i was very bored n tired there.
for ppl who really know me well,
i m those type tt cannt keep still.
otherwise, i'll fall aslp.
i nearly fell aslp in geraldine's dad's taxi.
lolz!
i kept talking to her to keep myself awake
til i reached khatib n walked hm.
on 24th dec,
i woke up n prepared to go for church service.
met huixian, gloria's girl, on train
n den saw joshua n his frens at expo.
he brought so many frens for service!
so good!
how i wish my frens can b more open too.
lolz~
i gav to others the cookies i made
but i tink no one liked them.
mayb i gt no talent in cooking. lolz~
always scaring ppl off wif my cooking.
after service, saw ch.
his cell grp was goin to join in the carolling at town
tat nitez.
i was goin there too to support all of them.
den i went to town to meet jac, vin, ivan, zzp n joy.
jac gav me a small strawberry cushion.
i gav her a pair of green star earrings n a cup of bubble tea.
had dinner there n walked ard.
met amy for a while den she went off.
a disgusting ah beng uncle sprayed tt foam
all over me.
i was so pissed off tt after being sprayed,
i ran up to him n beat him up.
he was shocked n everyone on street was watching tis scene.
yea i was so 'ah lian'.
den he went away fr me to smoke.
he asked me whether izzit cool or not.
i walked towards him fiercely,
pointing my index finger at him n scolded him.
hahahz n he gt the second shock of his life.
he deserved it manz!
den i walked away, ignoring him.
den we went to meet up wif ch n his cg.
after tt, we tried to hide away fr those spraying n
we went hm by train.
as for 25th dec,
i slept til 1 plus pm.
woke up n went to granny's hse to visit her
den had lunch over there.
read many newpapers
n i was crying.
touching stories n war stories during tis season of love.
so many emotions came into me.
sadness, thankfulness, gratefulness etc...
immorality, wars without peace, disasters
r happening around in tis world.
all was estimated n recorded in an article.
i started to pray.
for me, i really didn't know there r still such things happening.
it was shocking to me.
i tot in this era,
tis wld not happen but i was wrong.
totally wrong.
i pray tt the kids suffering in wars will grow up
closely wif the Lord, havin forgiveness to forgive those
who killed their family infrnt of their eyes.
i pray tt the Lord's salvation will be in tt land
n those who started the wars will b convicted by His grace
to end wad they're doing.
i m currently reading the dog n cat theology book.
in it, there's a similar case referred from the Bible.
in 2 Kings 5, a young Jewish girl who was captured by enemies
n was forced to become a slave.
she probably grew up in agony in the hands of the enemies.
she wld hav been tortured by them
but she nv hold it against them.
she forgave them even when they didn't apologise.
when her master contracted leprosy,
she directed him to seek healing from a prophet of God.
her master whom shd b her enemy, got healed by God
n acknowledged the existence n authority of God.
cos of tis forgiving girl,
her master, the big cruel enemy was changed and saved by God.
Hallelujah!
den went to tyng's hse for steamboat dinner.
wanted to go for paternal granny's hse
after tt but was too tire.
ended up slacking at tyng's hse.
we played games wif forfeits
n it was totally gone out of way!
hahahz!
i was forced to lick gie's hand covered wif tomato sauce.
kang n i played tic-tac-toe on tyng's face.
tyng helped kang to "make-up".
vin went to lick tyng's face to get a piece of sticking tape out.
vin n ivan had to share eating a sweet, machiam kissing each other!
lolz!
den we exchanged small gifts.
i got a big cushion again
filled wif choc, sweets n a small bouncing ball.
alamak! my bed is full.
one more cushion...
i tink i dun hav space to sleep anymore.
lolz!
den went hm very late alone.
i was quite afraid as there were many ah bengs.
saw hui was so kind to call n chat wif me
til i reached hm.
yea i hate those guys.
so disgusting.
making noises n looking at girls...
omygosh!
quite worried for next week
cos gt new yr party at church til 1 or 2 plus am.
goin hm alone again.
pray that God will protect me on the way hm.
dun let me meet bad guys n ah bengs.

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