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Monday, November 27, 2006

sat had a fun time n great dinner for cell grp at sam's hse!
beth was there n i was gald to c her.
ahahaz.
we drank bubble tea during dinner
n sam's mum treated us dinner!
so delicious.
yummy!
den steph, yvonne n beth took LRT back.
sam gt sth to talk wif gloria, estee and me
so we stayed overnitez at her hse.
i didn't realli expect what sam wld tell us
but i was very affirmed n touched by their words.
thank you very much to sam, gloria, estee and mao mao (very long nv c).
all of u hav nv doubt the abilities tt God has given me
even when i dun tink tt i hav done my best for God.
thank you for trusting me all tis while.
i tink God really affirmed me when gloria n estee told me that
i m a simple girl who simply loves God.
tt's y i'm different n shining for God.
i nv realli tink tt i'm different or being very good to others ard me
but i'll continue to work for His glory!
gloria n estee, both of u r realli strong in Christ
n i can see great potential in u too!
surely God has wonderful plans for rising both of u up!
sam, u've been a really great spiritual mum i've ever met.
thank you God for bringing you into my life.
ur efforts hav brought me to love God wif my whole heart.
thank you God for helping all of us to overcome difficulties.
well, now im a lil worried.
esp tis sem.
alamak!
it's wonderful tt i'm called into G12 ministry (cell grp minstry) officially
but it means tt i hav to sacrifice even more time.
once in every 2 weeks mus hav G12 meeting.
every sat mus attend cell grp.
every sun mus help out to lead sunday cell grp.
once a month mus attend RL288 meeting.
n hav to go sch on weekdays.
extra plus working 4 days per week.
oso hav to call those new converts and build frenship wif them.
i pray tt God'll giv me adequate rest n time for all these.
since He leads me to tis,
i believe that He'll see to it tt i'll b able to cope well for Him!
ytd we woke up early n went to expo
for addidas sales first.
charissa n mi bought the same small sling bags for 20 bucks.
dun hav black ones.
left onli blue ones but not so nice.
den we went to eat our second breakfast in church's cafe.
lolz!
ate a lot.
dora came for service today n i was very happy.
hope tt she'll come back to God.
rushed to giv tuition after service.
was askin dee whether to hav dinner at yishun.
den i was too tire n sumhw gt tt strange feeling again.
so i wanted to cancel but dee insisted not to.
met up wif dee n carmen.
carmen forgt who i m.. sianz diao!
lolz~ so i re-intro myself to her.
we chatted n laughed over dinner.
den when i was finishing, jiawei came over n tapped my shoulder.
said tt seraph was over there wif his family too.
deez started her 'cursing' n scoldings.
lolz jialet cldn't stop her.
n i felt nothing, jus tt paiseh if let others know tt dee was 'scolding'.
dun wanna make matters worse.
i dun wanna say too much on here
but i msg estee n sam when i gt hm.
i told sam tt im not sure y i gt tt strange feeling earlier on.
i dunno whether izzit from God or not
so decided to pray n ask God to remove it if it's not from Him.
i vomitted after my dinner at northpoint toilet.
wasn't feeling very well these few days
n finally i vomitted out mucus n food again.
dun wan to c doc.
doc always said tt im pregnant.
rubbish lorz.
waste my money onli.

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