Tuesday, September 12, 2006
yoz frens!i'm getting baptised soon!i've submitted my form to my pastorand i got myself a special name.inessabelle (pronounced as "e nes sa bell").it means pure, gentle, consecrated to God and God's promise!tis name comes from ines and issabella.actualli i've been praying to God for a name after my parents approved my baptism.came to the last day when i needed to hand in the form.i did not find a name yet but i was too tiredto bother.so i told God, "God, tell me tml clearly. i realli need to rest."and i fell zzz.in the middle of the nite, i was woken up suddenly.and inessabelle came to my mind. i believe that God has answered me clearly.thank you, God!hahahz!my mum hinted to mi tt i shdn't totally depend on them financially.so i had to work.i found a job as a tutor. earning nt much but enuff to pay for transport fee n hp bills.my agent found mi 3 students.she told mi tt 2 of them are fr china.and the 2 of them r so naughty.so difficult to teach them.n hav to buy assessment books but their parents dun pay.so ...hav to spend own money.today went to teach the 3rd student.tot he's fr s'pore.but he's oso fr china!pengz!y my agent loves china so much?!mayb God is showing me open doors?anyway, today's student is called jia qi.he's very nice, lovable, handsum and hard-wking.unlike the other 2 boys who love to talk back to me.i love tis little boy.thank God at least there's a gd boy!went to hav lunch wif fong at northpt.she shared wif me her problems.i cldn't help but i know she's so brave.if it was me, i cld hav broken dw.she may hav to giv up her studies cos she needs to support her family.i dunno hw to help her but i can pray prayers of blessingfor tis fren n to look out for a job for her.met kelvin at nite.he n kit mun gav mi a bdae present.saw miss ong again!hahaz!she mus b tinking tt i gt lots of 'bfs'.cos everytime she saw mi, i'll b wif church's bro.sianz diao den she always tease mi.she's goin swimming.i went to c doc n deez was there.waited so long for my turn.we saw a gay there!o my gosh!he told the nurses tt his name is rebecca.win lorz!den deez was making lame jokes again.these few days, she's gone crazy!always making stupid jokes.made mi luffed til cried.deez once made fun of our previous wking colleagues.it's so funny tt i luffed til my tears came rollin dw.in the end, i did cried cos i sort of tinking back the days.how tough we endured those wking days.without rest, food n drink.had to bear wif those stupid idiotic ladies I/C.if ever we r born into more wealthy families,we won't b wking like tis.sometimes, i tink those who r richer will nv know wad we actualli went thru yea?!we were so kelianz!realli n luckily tt time, one kind christian lady I/C helped us.otherwise, we wld hav starve to death!cos our personal I/C didn't allow us to eat or rest.tonite, went to frenster.was too boring n decided to take a look at the most popular users.beautiful girls fr phillipines!i oso went to c the most discussed.saw tis user..brian james lee from manila.wow! such a beautiful guy!a lot of girls added him jus to get to know him.hahaz~ i'm nt one of thse despo one.he's a mixed. 1/2 korean, 1/4 aust and 1/4 phillipino?anyway, he's so cutez! he's 20 yrs old but dun look like one at all.looks like a small boy wif nice skin complexion!okie i'm done wif tis.let's look at other topics.nwadays, i realised more n more china immigrants in s'pore.fong told me tt her dad is goin to get fired cos his boss is hiring cheap labour. mainly those china men.o dear...r they realli snatching our rice bowls?is govt asking too much china men overtil it affects our jobs?all my 3 students r fr china.
n one of them is living in a better housing estate than mine.if fong's dad get fired, fong has no more income!cos of tis, she has to stop studying n who can help?even her sch, she cldn't manage to get financial support.tell me how to solve her problem?can anyone provide her shelter, food n money for studies?govt mus ask those talented foreign talents over here.mayb we shd b like canada?i rmb my dad told me last time tt if u wan to migrate to canada,the govt will c ur education qualifications etc.they will b cautious of who's goin over to their land.hm...i agree the foreign talents will bring more competitionbut intense competition is nt gd for us.it'll b overcrowding, jus like a pot of beautiful plantwhich is being invaded by weeds.nutrients will all b taken up and those who lose will nt survive.y nt we can take sum more efforts to nurture our own talents?i tink our talents r often being over-looked.since the foreigners r so talented before coming over, tt means they were being nurtured beforehand.we can learn tis fr other countries, yea?n those foreign talents...sum r realli very nice but sum of them r so ...nt humble at all esp those who gt nice,high salary jobs...came here n still complaining this n tat.they onli care abt themselves...can they try to understand our feelings?we r living in more stress when so many of them r here.i wonder hw many true s'poreans will there b in the future?well, these r my thinkings for nw.i dun mean anything bador holding grudges against foreign talents.i'll still keep s'pore in my prayers.let s'pore be free from demonic forces!s'pore belongs to Him!Hallelujah!
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