Thursday, August 03, 2006
ytd was last day of gateway cities youth convention...
once a yr, chrisitan youths from east asia countries
will come to our church for conference.
cool rite?!
we r so on for Jesus!
tis yr, i learnt more from it.
1st day i was not free to attend due to test.
missed it n i heard ministry of reconciliation took place.
btw nations.
esp for china n japan.
in the past, japan participated in WWII.
ppl suffered n died in their hands.
due to this, hatred fr the past generation is carried dw to our generation.
pastor asked china youths to kneel before the japan.
to ask for forgiveness
from japan youths n God for habouring hatred all these yrs.
the china youths of present may nt hate the japanese.
but their earlier generations sure do...even now i believe.
tis act of asking forgiveness seems to mi tt they're doin
on behalf of their previous generations.
it realli realli touched my heart when i heard a thai lady
givin testimonial on tis.
i heard and teared. i know God is pleased to c everyone of His family
to forgive and one another.
i went on 2nd night n last nite which was ytd's nite.
2nd nite, we were asked to pray for China.
God placed a burden on me when i was praying for the orphans there.
I felt how God feels abt them...
and i started to cry n pray like never before.
thru tis, I learnt abt prophetic intercession
and it's a v v v gd teaching i gt from God.
pastor asked us to dance n sing wif youths fr other nations
by holding hands at end of prayers.
i held a sri lanka lady's and another unknown s'porean lady
and we rejoiced in the Lord!
i was really really happy!
it's really great to rejoice in this way!
reached hm at 11 pm n i guessed my dad was unhappy.
did some haccp proj stuffs den went to slp.
woke up n did again.
den was late for sch cos i wanted to print it out
but printer cld nt b detected online.
went to sch onli like okie...ard 30 mins plus.
den went hm.
dee lao poz called cos she asked mi out for lunch.
eventually we met at new york pizza to eat.
beautiful atmosphere we had.
it was drizzling.
she went off 1st cos she needed to rush back to sch.
i ate den went hm to take 30 min nap.
den went out to meet fangting
to collect donation card.
waited quite long cos i came early.
den went to meet mel at YCK.
waited very long too.
in total, i guessed i wated for 1 hr.
lolz~ pro rite?!
late queen also can wait for ppl so long.
good endurance n patience i hav! lolz~
den went to parkway for dinner n slacked
til conference break ended.
today a lot ppl turned up.
the place was so packed.
esp for our small cg.
cos we squeezed in half a row of seats.
i video-taped part of worshipping session.
mummy sam's dancing again. so enthu!
she danced n jumped really high despite of her shortest ht.
cool 'mama'! lolz~
when pastor began his session, sam's hp rang.
she nv switch to silent mode n worse of all,
she cldn't find her hp in her multi-pockets handbag.
in the end, she said 'sorry' wif a funny look and went out
wif her bag...jus to search n off her hp.
lolz~
all of us were luffing at her.
we had Lord's supper at the end and exchanged our cups
with person next to us.
special...to remember that everyone of us is special.
all the nations' flags were taken up to stage and we clapped
and praised God.
we believe the revival of God will come upon the nations in a single day!
Hallelujah!
went off earlier cos my parents didn't like me to
go for christian-related stuffs or late at nite.
den desmond's bro offered mi a ride.
so embarrassed cos didn't know him
n i'm always like troubling des.
lolz~
nt him...i know i always get help fr so many frens.
reached hm very early. wow!
God hasn't give mi an answer for my question i asked 2 days back.
mayb it's not the time yet.
okie one thing i need to say out.
tis is my own view.
i tink frenship is nt maintained thru money.
it shd b by trust, love, honesty, care n concern.
if u nv put in effort in a relationship, eg. frenship,
dun expect ppl to sacrifice or help u much.
i mayb harsh on it.
but it's the fact.
money can nv buy true relationships.
if u r a person like tt, i've gt nth to say.
feelin so irritated...? i dunno hw to describe in wrds.
but i felt that it was wrong.
dun complain abt bdae gifts or parties infrnt of mi.
cos i gt exams on my 18th bdae.
ending onli in sept.
tt means i cannot celebrate at all.
even if i wanna hold an earlier one, no one will come.
so who's more pathetic?
i can look on the bright side.
y can't others?
hope none of u is like tis.
my bdae wish is simply tt my frens will turn up
to sing a bdae song, eat my cake n go concert wif mi.
or jus simply wish mi happy bdae.
another wish...hope i gt the heart for God and
my baptism can be approved by parents! =D
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