25th aug 2006 was supposed to my baptism day!
but haiz~
due to my previous illness n lots of issues
dragged mi fr havin the heart of goin for it.
sumhw, i still tink i didn't fit for it.
but on 27th aug, last sun...
was a special day for jiawei!
his baptism day!
congrats!
it was a special day for mi as well
not cos my bdae was approaching...
but cos i repented truthfully in the house of God.
it was a different service on tt day.
pastor khong talked abt hearts for God n lot of issues
tt speak thru my heart.
God was speaking to mi.
i was crying on my seat.
pastor asked us to come forward to receive God's ministering.
i went forward n cried before God.
cried when kneeling down.
cried when standing up.
cried when singing songs.
i realli repented before God n thank God for His forgiveness.
i had nt been a living testimonial of God to my family n frens.
sumtimes, i cldn't bring myself to love them.
it's realli difficult n i kept on struggling!
i'm realli glad tt today God truly touched my heart.
n He showed mi all the times, He has nv leave mi.
it was i who chose to walk away n didn't wan to listen to Him.
but He nv lessen His love for mi.
thru pains n loneliness,
He is there for mi!
Once again, i fall in love wif Him.
He's too wonderful n like wad pastor said,
we wan to see revival of God!
revival means that people will fall in lov wif God!
we r not selling 'chrisitanity' as a business product to the world
but we r bringing His love n word to them.
i lost the heart of serving.
i found it a burden to mi. asking my frens to church.
getting rejected n scolded.
my heart was so rejected n broken.
but God renewed my passion n love for Him!
went back hm n saw lydia.
she went to chc in the morning.
took the same train as her.
my bdae was finally here!
i'm 18 now!
thank you for all the wishes i gt from my frens!
thank you very much!
thank you for my bro n sis too for blessing mi in the name of Jesus!
thank you even to tyng, joy, cs, yanlong, ivan, saw hui n mao!
thank you for spending the dinner wif mi.
otherwise, i'll b celebratin alone!
lolz~
thanks alot!
thank you very much even to ah kim.
she gave mi small gifts n made cards for mi.
even though they r nt expensive gifts,
they r very meaningful n special to mi!
i realli love them yea!
wad all of u did for mi realli touched my heart!
haha guessed wad?!
i'm crying nw as i'm typing.
sorry har i'm too emotional.
lolz~
i gt sum bdae wishes tt haven come true.
hope they will come true soon n by tis sun,
one of it will come!
these few days realli feeling very unwell.
sumtimes feel very hot, sometimes very cold.
hav been havin cramps, diarrhea n vomitting.
God must heal mi yea!
realli feeling terrible.
i'm aging n i hope all my time on earth will b spent wisely.
may God giv mi wisdom on how to use my time wisely!
Hallelujah!

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