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Saturday, March 11, 2006

tis morning i woke up v early.
ard 6 am.
cos i gt a performance.
i wore my cheerleading uniform.
white wif blue n silver linings n wrds.
cool but abit old-fashioned.
i met up wif my squad.
performed at a mrt station.
the stunts we did were normal
but dunno y so many people
were looking at our performance.
i mus said it's very successful.
we went our own ways after the performance.
i received a msg fr ming huang.
he told mi tt joshua's looking for mi.
i called up n met joshua nearby.
joshua took out a black stylish invitation card to mi.
he wanted to invite mi to his church's eating competition.
josh: my church wanted us to invite christian frens to participate.
heard u can eat alot so i wanna invite u to b my partner.
mi: mi? hahahz! okie. no pro to mi at all.
josh: btw, he doesn't wan to c u.
mi: he doesn't wan to c mi? it's nt a big deal.
josh: okie. i'll bring u to the venue.
so we both went to take train.
we reached the venue on time
n there's alot alot of delicious food!
i wanna rush over to eat after my performance.
i was famished...

"i dun care wad ppl will say. i'm running after You..."
my hp alarm rang.
sia lahz...
there goes my food.
chey~ it's jus a dream.
seemed so real to mi.
i tot i cld enjoy eating those food.
lolz~
sianz~
now it's 6.30 am.
i'm waking up early to go for mission trip retreat
at sumwhere ard habourfront.
so far...n so early.
yawnz~
reached there abit late.
went to buy breakfast since nt everyone's there yet.
we did sum reflection.
ended n we had lunch together.
heard fr klement, my team leader,
a true missionary story.
here it goes...

many tribal people stay in tis place.
they were kind n gentle
except tat they dun hav high technology devices
or much knowledge.
all they had is jus a simple life n heart.
however, one day,
a grp of foreigners came to conquer their homeland,
mistreating them as slaves.
everyday they lived in torture.
they were angry n killed all the foreigners.
they changed fr their gentle nature
to violent n ruthless nature.
they became hostile to strangers.
n there was tis mission team.
their mission is to win the tribes for Christ.
to fill them wif God's love.
the mission team built a hut nearby tis place.
in tis mission team, there's a couple.
the wife was asked to stay in the hut
to wait for news of the rest n to ensure her safety.
the husband n the team went onto the private helicopter
to distribute food to the tribal ppl.
as the tribal ppl were hostile to strangers,
they had no choice but to stay a distance away
from the tribes.
after sometime, the tribes began to accept the friendly strangers.
hence, the mission team decided to land dw
n to interact wif the tribes.
they were communicating wif difficulties
as both sides cldn't understand each other's language.
the mission team took out a photo to show the tribes
of a tribal girl fr tis place who went away to live in their country.
however, due to lack of knowledge,
the tribal ppl tot the mission team killed n ate their girl up
n digested her onto the photo.
they turned hostile towards the mission team
n they killed everyone of them, even destroying the helicopter.
the wife waited for v long.
still, there's no news of the team.
she asked for help fr rescue teams
n they found the dead bodies...
such a sad story, isn't it?
she was very devastated but she has strong faith in God.
she forgave the tribal ppl for killing her husband n teammates.
now...
the tribes learnt to accept strangers.
they begin to love others n become kind n gentle once again.
y is tat so?
let's continue to read tis story...
sum of the tribal ppl hav risen up to b pastors,
preaching the Gospel to their next generation,
teaching them the right things.
the tribes accepted Jesus Christ as their Saviour.
they found their first love!
y did they receive Christ n believe in God?
wad changed them all?
one pastor came to the dead husband's wife n told her tis...
on the nite we killed ur team,
there was strong light coming fr a big tree.
we heard many voices singing.
the beautiful voices of the angels!
it stirred up n softened our hearts.
we decided to turn fr our nasty way.
we want to surrender our lives to God.
fr tat moment on,
their lives changed for God.
those who were killed
did not die in vain.
they died for the glory of the Lord.
they saved n changed so many lives of the tribes!
they were indeed true heroes who laid dw
their lives for God.
they trust God so much wif such great faith.
n tt lady...she forgave the tribal ppl...
how difficult it is if i was in the situation.
i'm glad tat now the mission team is in heaven,
rejoicing wif the angels above,
worshipping our Almighty God.
how touching tis story is...
i was v touched by it.
i truly want to surrender my everything to Him,
trusting tat my Master will take care of mi.
He has His own plans,
waiting for us to fulfil in the right time.
comes to tink of myself,
i shdn't b selfish to b onli tinking of myself.
i shd cast all my worries unto Him
n surrender all of mi to Him.
nothing shd matter more than Him to mi.
i wanna c a breakthru in my life
n the old mi to b changed to b more Christ-like.
God will take away my feelings for him
n i'm goin to walk closely n righteously with Him.

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