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Monday, March 20, 2006

finally, G12 conference has ended.
i gt inspired by so many godly ppl ard mi!
pastor claudia...wow! a woman of great faith!
God really changes her so much.
pastor cesar, her husband,
washed pastor khong's (his son) feets
at end of conference.
how great is the love btw spiritual parent n children.
n of cos not forgetting God's love.
even though i'm v nua nua to go for conference.
i actualli went to pray to God daily.
n amazingly...i nv ever pray tt serious n long
in my entire life before.
hahahz~ out of the blue,
i jus wanna be in God's presence.
every single moment.
wherever i go, i'll jus tok to God.
His peace n joy jus settle in my heart
even at times, i was left alone.
i didn't feel left out or upset as before.
i take it as a time for mi to depend on God.
God seems to make me notice to observe
things n ppl ard mi.
lolz~
on train n i saw tis NTU advertisement...
it read...i inspire generations with my knowledge.
n the Holy spirit jus came to tell mi tt...
Huiling, u will inspire generations
with God's knowledge in u.
Believe God. dun doubt abt it. u will form ur 144!
it's like wow. okie! i'll do it for God.
i wanna believe Him!
saw maomao at city hall.
went to expo wif him.
he said he gt wad emerging spelling bee competition.
wow! enthu sia lah him!
of cos i wished him all the best.
ytd was service.
did ushering again.
tis time, daniel came.
hahahz~
tis I/C of mine gt loads of crazy ideas.
realli luv to serve wif him n steph.
steph is so caring n a sweet gal.
daniel's a guy full of creative ideas!
lolz~
we hid under big green yellow umbrellas.
den jumped up n waved a BIG HELLO
to the ppl there.
as we welcomed them,
they tio stunned by us.
hahahahz~
how i wish to do ushering at there
for next mth as well.
it'll b so much fun!
after church,
went to buy meal fr BK.
tis bung was serving mi.
she gt attitude pro.
she was so friendly to the previous
pretty lady customer.
but when it's my turn,
she nv even smile.
she asked mi whether i'm havin there or nt,
i forgt steph's goin hm
so i told her tt i wld hav it there.
den i rmbed abt steph
so i told the staff tt i wanted to take away.
den she diao mi n gav mi suxky look.
i was like...dun tink u r cool n taller den mi
den can bully mi.
ltr i'll tell u directly tt ur service is nt gd.
but God suddenly spoke to mi.
He says...Ihav forgiven u so u can forgiv others.
love them.
i tio stunned.
but i decided to follow God's wrd.
after i gt my change,
i gav her a big smile n said thank you to her.
n my anger jus went off immediately.
even though she nv apologise,
i chose to forgiv her.
den i went to eat alone.
cldn't find seat.
so ate at a hulu bus-stop alone.
sounded pathetic?
but hahaz~
dunno y i wasn't feeling alone at all.
i know God's there n here for mi!
went hm n started to rest a while.
read my bible n worshipped Him!
i accepted God's challenge.
to win lost souls for Him.
to form my 12 n nt onli 12!
but 144!
lolz~
ambitious for God.
i wanna b more Christ-like
n to b a livin example to others
jus like pastor claudia!
hallelujah!!!
we wanna b the largest youthnet
in whole of s'pore.
all our ministries (nt jus church but oso for our community)
shall touch the heaven,
change the earth n transform lives thru God!!!
Amen!
We claim the promises of God
n to be miracle catchers of His.
We, as His children,
shall lead an uncommon life
by having uncommon power
to fulfil an uncommon dream.
no matter how tough or uncomfortable it is,
i'll nv giv up for Him!

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