Thursday, January 05, 2006
hw 'lucky' i was...
i'm sick again.
with a high fever of 38.5 degree celsius last nite.
cos i had nt been sleepin early for these few days
due to reports.
my body is v weak n i guess i cannt take it.
thus, i kept collapsing.
tis time round, i hav God's healin upon mi.
i recovered alot today by His grace.
jus came back fr polyclinic wif bro lengz!
thanks to those care for me.
jia wei, lengz etc...
tml my common tests start...
so fast n i haven revise anything yet.
sat n sun will be down wif church n mission trip stuffs.
dun even hav free time..
i dunno wad to do.
haiz~
nw v upset wif frens.
i dunno all of them r nw at?
all seem to b missing from my life.
n sum i realli hav to rtry so hard to love them.
even though they seem to b using mi onli.
jerks...esp guy frens.
i dunno do u noe tt i'm tokin abt u or nt.
nt tryin to aim at one person onli.
but to a few guys out there.
i luv u all but i dun trust u all anymore.
nt my good frens but still as my frens.i saw the practical n cruel side of humans.mayb tt's wad God wan mi to understand.to be in the state when Jesus was accused.the feeling of being abandoned n lonely.was betrayed n no one to be wif.only God...
so surprised teng called mi.
so long nv contact mi or called mi.
her 18th bdae is coming. next thurs.
sad...frens ar frens.
so disappointed in all relationships on earth.
God is still here for me.
He walks wif mi on my journey.
Thank You, Lord.
i forgot the tatse of being loved by others
but i learnt how to love others...
<`scribbled at-
7:17 PM
