Monday, December 05, 2005
terrible!nv had a gd sleep.slept at 3 am.fell into a nice deep sleep.when it started raining heavily.the thunder were so loud n i gt frightened n woke up for so many times.i'm nv afraid.but dunno y ytd...i became so timid n sensitive.lame sia...went to sch for lectures onli.reports...argh no help fr others...i dunno who is willing to help.guess i hav to do them myself.saw a few of his classmateson the way out.saw joo n joy too!called up agency to ask for job vacancies.went hm n here i am.wif 2 tired puffy eyes.checked frenster.amazingly/unfortunately,i received more than 15 messages fr army guys...all despo n old!pengz~above 26 yrs old.asking for my contact no. etc.of cos, i nv giv it.so stupid.gt one even worse.msg mi tis>>> want to be my girl?i jus replied him>>>crazy!lolz~shit him!i'm lonely but i'm not despo k?!idiotic men!i need frens not despo guys.perhaps i look old n haggard.all senders were so old de.i rather die old n lonely.lolz~gt one model, ex ah beng, wking in hong kongsent mi a msg.wow!his features r of a girl.i'm sure he's a handsum man if we r nw in ancient times.quite tempted by his pic.yummy!lolz~aiyah nw tinking of my tests...reports...n hw to celebrate christmas tis yr...will i be celebrating it alone at hm?hibernating?haiz~life's no fun manz~wish i hav a lil love.a lil care.a lil present.a lil fun.goin for afternoon nap.
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