Sunday, December 04, 2005
cried alot ytd during cg meeting.asking for God's forgiveness.Thank you Lord for ur grace n love.thank you for being wif mi all the time.events r so many.guess these few weeks i might b busy til christmas...busy for no reason.jus for God.it's a gd thing.mayb i wun tink so much.spiritual warfare.i'm damn into it nw.shit u devil!trying to destroy my life.my God will win.trample over ur shitty head!hav been fallin sick tis yr.even doc dunno wad's the shitty wrong wif mi.i get tired so easily.nv complete my sch works n i'm dozing off.frens ard mi r leaving God.i dun understand.they gav up...i nv...but i hav to bear wif the sufferings.it's the price i hav to pay nw.but Jesus has already paid them long ago.i love You, Jesus.i'm fighting against the devil n my own self.for myself...i tink i jus hav to go ahead w/o turning back.past shall b past.letting go of all shitty stuffs.tellin myself tt they r nt important nw.Magic of love is coming.i hav to invite frens.the tix r selling.need to confirm few days ltr.dunno hw to invite.who to invite etc.everyone has new frens.hard to ask them go oso.my classmates oso wun go de.argh~my family's not celebrating christmas tis yr.parents will sure b on their 'honeymoon'.dun wanna tag along.bro wif frens.guess i'm spending it alone since i'm not wking,no colleagues to celebrate wif mi too...23 dec, onli jw n jh r goin at nite.24 dec...i nv gt anyone yet.hope my lao poz will go.hope my frens will go too.yl n zzp...den if better still, can chiong n ton.lolz~n xchange our gifts!will it come true?
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