Friday, December 02, 2005
woke up late again...8.15 am...i gt IT lessons at 9 am.rused out after changing clothes n putting on my make-up.reached sch n started to do the IT practice.after tt, went to eat lunch at usual food junction.met wif jh to get lab coat for jw who forgt to bring.den had practical n everything's in a mess.today we were handling toxic solutions.put on goggles n gloves tt smell like those of a dentist.the gloves' texture were weird.a bad smell n there was powder in it.yucks~suspicious white powder!!!lolz~took pic of my pretty partner, yt.we went to elp to do report.saw ming huang there.compared my report wif him.his pract procedure was longer but their reportsr damn easier than ours...the qn all i noe hw to do...unlike mine...2 qn can leave mi to ponder for the whole nite.den went to a 10 min lecture.so lame...the lecturer jus rushed thru the powerpt.n we didn't even hav notes for it.dotz dotz...eileen told mi DG's cancelled.a new member's joining...fr SHS dental...wonder if she's his frenz.better nt to b.it's so weird n awkward...den sth sort of romantic happened.the cutez guy, kenny in our course was actualli interested in our pretty gal, yt...hahaz~today he's forced by his ah beng frens to ask yt out?they seem compatible.but i dun like tt guy's frens.a bunch of ...monkeys?argh!so many couples ard mi.frens all start to hav their darlings n dears le.siao liao.i'm so abandoned n feeling lonely at times.ppl always tink tt i'm busy.mayb tt's hw i throw my loneliness n crazy tots away.lolz~went wif yu sheng kor korto library to do report.den went to meet jac whose bdae is tml.sat in BK n had a long talk.i told her abt my dream.the dream of the new DG member...it sort of came true.hopefully, the dream will not come true.it's a nightmare i hav to face.mayb i'm tinking too much.dee sounded unhappy over the phone...mayb she's irritated.haiz~den met up wif jw n jh to hav dinner.after tt, went to find lin fong n li ting.den we went to northpt n saw chin yee.she said her tribe's goin to china's li jiang tonite.desmond kor kor's goin.he nv tells mi tt...so sad.goin to miss his encouragements. haiz~may God bless n protect him on tis journey.den went to acc jac, LF, LT n deez for their company's bus.dun b offended by wad i'm saying here.jac cried cos she's disappointed wif her bf...aiyoz~i saw n was feeling sad wif her.Jac, no matter wad happens, i'm here wif you.if u hav any problem, u can jus hav a talk wif mi.dun scare n dun worry.as u said, we r long-time frens.you xin shi ye ke yi geng wo jiang.my stomach hurted again.my mind's in a blank.tots were flying too fast.everything seems to b flying...i dun bother to tink abt it anymore.went hm n received a msg fr LT...she told mi tt deez's crying...arghhh!i dunno wad happened...Dee, r u feeling unwell or unhappy?8 yrs of frenship.i'm here for u n jac de.pls forgive us when we r too irritating.sorry n thank you for being a great frenz in my whole entire life.i hope our frenship lasts foreva n eva...til the day i die.n rmb wad we said abt our 10th anniversary?celebrating in chalet...wif champagne!lolz~kan jian zhang lang~wo bu pa bu pa la!smilez!worries r over.trying to get the Magic of Love tix for u girls!=Dn we go chiong?lolz~sad day for all of us today.but tml's a brand new day.dun bear grudges k?trust u all wif my whole heart.a crusader called mi up.she told mi i was thrown into the decoration group for our christmas outreach.need to find ppl to help mi.budget's damn low.n i tink i'm goin to b bz on tt day.hopefully so...n there's Magic of Love on tt nite too.can reach out to all my unsaved frens n family.i pray tt everyone i invited will turn up.i'm feeling so tire nw...head n eyelids r so heavy.like a thousand tonnes.i want to get well before the Big run.before my tests n exams.i want to get well now, God!heal mi, O Lord.energise mi n fill mi wif Your joy n peace.Amen!
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