Saturday, November 19, 2005
i woke up at 10 am...i saw a msg.jw msg mi...shd b in the middle of the nite.sth's nt rite.i quickly replied.he replied tt he gt chest pain.during last nitewhen i was sending nite msg to sum frens.he's one of those.he's zzz den went to pick up his phone to c who msg him (actualli the sender is mi!)...he dropped his phone n he panic dunno for wad...den his chest started to hurt.his dad brought him to c doc ard 3 am.omy goodness...luckily, there's nth wrong wif him.hahahahz~or else i wld b the guilty one.i was worried.since he msg mi these.so i called him immediately.to check up on him.he's alright nw.he told mi tt he actualli prayed...lolz~hallelujah!i tink God might hav arrange all these.jus to hear his prayer.lolz~the Holy Spirit mus hav prompted mito send the nite msg.n it sort of works...amazing again!well nw it's my pro.i need to complete my hmwks by tonite.haiz~wonder if it's mi whu was sick...who wld b so kind to bring mi to c doc?esp in the middle of the nite.i wld b askin for a beating.i'm planned to lead a more tougher life.mayb...tt's my life. my destiny.n i cldn't blame anyone.it's good tt jw has recovered.thanks to the Lord!i noticed sth.sth tt made mi to b sad.i dunno hw to deal wif it.cos i'm nt the one controlling.mayb i shd try another way.to change my thinkings.my mindset.jus sumone i knew before.i dunno much abt him.i'm nt close to him before.he's nt a gd fren of mine before.jus sumone i'll only greet on the road sumtimes.jus sumone who finds me when he realli needs help.n i'm jus doin for the sake of the Lord.loving n helping...i'm learning fr itbut it's so tough to get it goin.hopefully,i will b able to succeed.to overcome it.i dunno wad to say...i dunno hw to plan.i onli want to leave it to Godn trust tt He will make a way for mi...
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