Tuesday, November 15, 2005
today as usual.sch's at 9 am.i set 3 alarms.but nv hear them...pengz~dunno y...luckily, jia wen called mi n asked mi abt sch timing.tt's y i woke up at 8 am n rushed out.quickly walked to sch n the lift was so full.idiotic lah...everytime everyday...congestion.lecturers said they dun wan to acc tis stupid reason.they said tt we hav legs so can climb up the stairs.so wif my heavy sch bag...i climbed up to 7th floor to our labs...pengz!nearly fell dw when reached the top.the steps r so small.n of cos! after climbing for so long...my legs becum shaky n unstable.pract teacher was a beautiful lady.sunshine woman!wah quite admire them.so beautiful. so charismatic. so brillant.wonder hw they made it to becum doc?!den after tt, went to hav brunch.studied til ard 6 pm.came hm.wanted to go for jogging n dinner.asked ard.but gt rejected by so many ppl...sob sob~everyone is either busy or lazy.haiz~i tot of goin myself.suddenly, my bro wanted to follow mi.den i received a call.BL said he's gt locked out fr his hse.so he wanna meet mi.hahahaz~guess it's God's will.God noes tt i'm so abandoned n lonely.tt's y He decided to send my bro n BL to acc mi tonitez.it's gd.at least i wun b alone, thinking of negative stuffs.my mind shall b focusing on God.lolz~mus really thank God.God, i jus wish for more love.i wish i can love n be loved.i realised i can nw onli depend on You.not anyone.will You send mi more trust-worthy frens?or sum frens who will really stand by my side if i ever need them?i will really appreciate it...
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