Friday, November 11, 2005
the one i love seems to b non-existant on tis earth anymore.not referring to God here.ppl change.i change n he changed too.mayb it's time for a change.big change at tis time?cannt deny tt i still love him.but i do all my best.to forgiv n to get over everything.i tried nt to tink abt it.mayb i dun even luv the present you.i'm stuck in the past?u r nt u anymore.but y i still cannt get tis into mind.i hope one day i'll really forget.i miss u.the past u n nt the u nw.u may nt know tis.i dunno hw to talk to u again.u r exactly jus a stranger to mi nw.i've been dreaming of u at times.nightmares n sweet dreams.but in my dreams,i can always onli hear ur voice but nv c u in them.soon mayb...i'll even forget ur looks.u may tink tt i'm stupid.still doin things for u in the middle of the nite.i dunno do for wad...jus keeping on doin for u.i mus b crazy.i dunno do i ever hav the chance to giv it to u.or mayb i'll keep it for u.sounda weird i noe...i nv expect u to b online at tis moment.at tis late hr...sort of my onli contact nw.i rmb tt time i stayed up wif u.jus to accompany u thru the nite.jus to support u.tonite...it's goin to b the same.but as a frenz mayb.even though i'm silent,i hope u will still 'feel' my support.keep on goin.may u find ur own happiness.
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