Saturday, October 08, 2005
today woke up early...cos i tot gt cell grp.went to c my hp.sam said tt she's gt a meeting wif pastor.so cg was cancelled for the day.i was like...damn bored n lying in bed onli will tink of sad things.so i woke up n did stupid things.listening to songs.played online mini games.den played PS2 time crisis 2...wah realli damn boring.den my mum suddenly cooked sth for lunch.rare sia!!!but out of all things...she cooked marcoroni.memories came back...sweet but sad...i rmb i cooked it for him.a v simple dish wif all my efforts n time.eatin n crying at the same time.hahahz~stupid of mi.rain jus stopped...dun say you love me when you dun even know iti promise to be there. i'll always remember.maybe you don't even remember it at all.i wish...a thousand wishes...but i don't have the strength to wish anymore.everyone says that i'll forget you one dayand i'll succeed in everything.but i wonder when these days are coming...love is getting farther from the window.i can't bring it back.i'm scare of waking up alone.with fear and sadness.laugh and cry for you...love you n give up my everything.love u and start to realisethat it's impossible.you're beautiful.i saw your face in a crowded placeand i don't know what to docos i'll never be with you...without your hugswithout youi can't sing on stage...i seem to be living for nothing.to sing for you gently...the stars above look like the humans on the earth.i fall in love with all your smiles.the wind cameand blew everything away.no more of you.how to keep your smiles...i don't know how...i wish to be a musical box.one that plays the music for you,keeping your sadness away,bringing smiles to your face.time flies...flies too fast...fast without memories left...if you still love me,you won't treat mi so coldlyand left mi walking alone.so i have to leave silently with tears.to love means that the one you love will have the happiness.i wish you will be happy forever.
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