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Monday, October 03, 2005

1st oct
hahahz~tot thru alot of relationship stuffs...
i confided to a bro in Christ abt my feelings...
my thoughts...my pro in life n in church...
hope tt he'll not betray mi.
lolz~
jus noe him less den for a mth.
dunno will he tell others abt our conversation or nt
better if it remains unsaid...
i tink i mus keep myself very busy everyday.
wif God, studies, frens n family.
so tat i'll not tink of him anymore.
shdn't let the devil to take hold of mi!
Devil you jus hav to FO!!!
by faith, i noe one day i'll overcome!
prayed to God...
asked Him for directions in life n help.
lolz~
sam asked if anyone's interested to join the dance ministry in church.
i was abit moved.
but there's audition.
jus the tot of it jus scares mi off.
i rmb the day i went for foreign body's audition.
o manz~damn embarrassing.
cos i cldn't dance infrnt of so many ppl...
i was too nervous n long time nv dance le...
my past experiences were all china dancing...
not modern dance nia.
but i hope to serve God.
yet i can't find an area to b in.
ppl say tt i sing like hell.
so i tink better dun open my mouth better...
hahahz~
God, pls ans mi!!!

2nd oct
tis morning i woke up quite early...
had few hrs of zzz again.
had to call up everyone to ask them to go out
for cs's bdaez!!!
den called almost everyone.
last min outing so everyone's nt confirmed...
den went out to study wif fenz.
she's wif 4 frens.
but didn't matter.
lolz~
i managed to hav a overlook of my bk.
since i bought it, i onli opened it twice.
lolz~pathetic sia!
saw lydia, lian, sk n jearl in BK too.
den i went to meet cs n frens at yishun mrt.
cs's late by 30 mins!
took train n we saw shawn!
so funny...
actualli i asked him to go wif us.
but he's not free n mayb he feels left out by us?
well shifu n cs crapped alot in train.
xin rong too.
2 girls sitting near us overheard all our conversation.
n they kept luffing at their jokes til they cried.
pengz~
made the 2 strangers cry!
the guys were extremely crappy.
reached there n had steamboat.
took quite many pics.
girls onli hav mi, tyng, karin n xz.
we had alot of food n cldn't finish...
so we threw over to the guys' table
since there were so many of them
lolz~
shd b able to settle by themselves.
den we gurls sent karin to mrt station before goin to find the guys.
we were all at kpool.
watched cs n xr playing pool n billard.
damn funny n long~
xr always dun hav the luck to get the balls into the holes.
cs's lucky to get almost all in.
wow~
we took lift when abt to go off.
everyone managed to squeeze in tt small lift
too bad tt it's overloaded.
we did tis stupid thingy...
lolz~
den we went back.
heard a loud bang while crossing the road...
accident had happened jus infrnt of our very eyes.
a motorcycle was knocked dw by a taxi.
no one's injured but the bike was spoilt.
the traffic police came within a min.
wah pro! damn fast...
eventually left mi, tyng, xz, cs n yl.
we went to tyng's hse wif sh.
ate tyng's agar agar.
had fortune-tellin games by witchy sh.
lolz~
today, i seemed to b quite in luck.
but i dun believe it nia.
i onli believe in God lahz!
hahahz~
it's damn opposite of my life now.
lolz~
den we took many pics under tyng's blk.
even saw bee hiong who's jus returned fr her wk.
den i walked back wif xz.
sent her hm before i took train.
damn tiring today but it's been a nice relaxing day.
=)
reached hm ard mid-nitez n i watched tt drama
a date wif a vampire 3
ma xiaoling n kuang tian you...
hav been catching this drama since a few yrs back...
wow~nw it's part 3!
abit draggy~
can't wait for kbox on tues n prayer meeting at expo on wed.
my activities for tis week...
after these, i dunno wad's there to keep mi bz le...
sianz~
hope to find sth to do soon.
n hope to go to sentosa for outing too.
hehehez~
will b morning calling xr on oct 3
he scares tt he can't wake up
well i'm a gd frenz so i help him nia~
lolz~
c how gd i am...
pengz~
lolz~

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