Sunday, September 04, 2005
lalalalalalalaz~feel like singing a song now.i mus b mad.i haven slp for the whole nitez!!!was doin my reports n trying to print out all my stupid CMS lecture notes.the nitez before ytd, i went to meet bin.he gave mi a very creative photo framefor my bdae.we chatted in the rain. romantic nia?! not really...sad stories of our lives. lolz~kinda feeling moody in afternoon.cos i'm too emotional?wadeva bad things happened to ppl ard mi, i will feel sad for them...even cry for them everytime.tt's my weakest point ???cannot control my emotions...my heart's too soft.sad lahz cos my frens broke up.n i sort of blame myself for not being there for them when they need to hav a shoulder to cry on...i tink tt i nv fulfil the duty as a fren.sorry...frens, i'm sorry if i'm not there for u at all times. but if u feel like finding sumone to tok to or jus want to lean on my shoulder to cry, i'm available. i'm not trying to be a kapo. u can trust mi! =)today nv go for church service nia.hahahz~intended to go but i had a bad stomachache after eating contaminated lunch.so i went to rest n eventually, i fell aslp.sam did msg mi but i woke up at 7.30 pm...it's so late n the service had ended long ago...went to hav dinner at northpt wif leng n my bro.den went to leng's hse to do cms.tot can c everything but his com can onli view abt 70% of it.den his parents r strict n fierce?...hahahz~i didn't dare to tok n my bro dozed off.it's so late.ard midnite n i'm still doing cms at his hse. tink no matter whose parents, they will be unhappy too. summore, i'm a girl.walked back hm wif my bro ard 12 + am. reached hm very late. tink ard 12.40 am...came online n started to print more lecture notes n edited them.had a small chat wif saw hui. den ended up agreeing wif her scoldings towards those *ucking guys out there.lolz~i know i shdn't but it's quite true nowadays.sorry!i started to be wary...of tt fren of mine...lolz~ dunno whether the rumours r true or not.i rather it to b all fake. yucks~can't stand him animore! is his msn nick referring to mi? hope not bah.jialet. wad sins did i done??? he said he missed mi n wanna chat wif mi so he waited the whole nite for mi to come online.pengz~he even wanted to help mi to do my reports......o my...i hope it's a joke... i really v pai seh to continue tis frenship n i really hate guys to say those mushy things.in sch, whenever guys wanna jio ting, we will laugh at them behind their backs, saying tt the toad wanna lust after a swan...kekekez~we r v evil but ting oso does it herself. so it doesn't matter???who ask those idiotic guys to b so thick-skinned to go after her?!lolz~v v v tire but still hav to continue wif wks cos exams r coming. eventually did til nw...6.25 am!!!n here i m blogging...pengz...tml bin asked mi to study wif him.hahahz~a guy n a girl. i dun really like tis idea but i dun wan to leave him alone.everytime pang sei him not gd rite?it will b better if there's a third person to accompany us. =)
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