Thursday, September 15, 2005
ytd i met jac lao poz.went to her bf's hse to get her bluetooth.den she acc mi to polyclinic for blood test.result is negative.heng huh...the doc r so stingy nwadays.onli giv one day MC.i gt exams need more but they dun wan to giv nia.my mentor asked mi to go again if i need MC.so nice sia!after tt,went back hm to eat lunch wif jac.den went to nyp to submit my MC.walked ard northpt to waste time.met ivan, tyng n jy.to collect money for shawn's bdae lor.i noticed sth ytd...suddenly, my feelings for him r gone...sumhow i dunno y.mayb God has taken them away.aiyoz i tio owned for almost half a yr.nw finally, i'm free from it.nw treatin him like a fren.single is lonely.but it gives mi more time to care for ppl ard mi.which i tink tt it's meaningful.i've sorted out my thoughts.those ppl who lied to mi.i can't do anything.so i rather dun bother n keep myself happy.ppl r fake to mi.of cos!naturally, i will b fake to them as well.in tis way, i wun get hurt anymore.it sounda stupid but i gt no choice.i believe everyone is like tt.we r nt God.we can't do the things He does.but by faith, we can overcome anything!=Dat nitez, went online...chatted wif him again.he told mi his pro.he needs sumone to listen.i'm willing to b the one listening to him.dunno hw to help him.even though, he's nt my close fren nw.but still, i tink i shd help him.hope he will find himself back.let his bad points b gone but retrieve back his gd points.jus a matter of time.God jus wanna test us.Thank you God n to those who have been by my side...Way to go, frens!!!
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