Saturday, August 20, 2005
o no...exams r coming n i kept on doin reports day and nitez...nite til morning...o my!!!my classmate went to transfer course le.sad...goin to b damn busy.i'm nt sure whether i can cope or not but i will do my best.the day be4 ytd was so sucky.my mood was spoilt n i hid in toilet to cry.eileen n jc helped to pray for mi.hopefully, it will b over soon n the friendship will be reconciled.but i noe it may not turn out the way i wanna it to b...i heard abt it...again tis happened.first,it's E.second is R.wad's the problem wif guys nwadays?finding replacemens for their ex gfs...haiz~they really make v gd frens bt too bad, to mi, they hav motives.i tink i hav to keep myself a distance away fr them. i dun wanna b involved in relationships n dun wanna b lied...dun wanna b counselled by sam poh n pastor...dun wanna b dragged in w/o knowing it myself.i dun wanna die w/o knowing y...lolzy i dun wan to get a bf?nt cos i'm les.due to many reasons bah.i realli c no need for myself to b burdened by tis.i still like him alotz n i dun wan to lie to myself.bt i believe sooner or ltr, i will nt hav feelings for him anymore. i want to cope with my studies.i want to spend more time with God n do the small things for Him.i hav no interest in knowing guys for starting a relationship.i jus purely want to make frens sincerely.mayb they hav mistaken...sorry.tt's all i can say.y can't guys n gurls b true frens.jus true frens?yet in Bible,there r...hard to find...but can't say dun hav cos i tink tt yanlong n a few guys make such great frens.even though, they r nt willing to spend time wif mi. :) bt still, thanks alotz frens!!!went back hm fr sch to zzz.woke up n went to met deez to lend her my card reader.saw yanlong n the rest.they were goin to watch 'the maid'.i wanted to bt there's no one willing to send mi hm after tt...tyng came n collected money for yl's bdae.i gave lor.den i sent deez hm n i went back to find them.my parents came dw to catch tt movie too.i quickly went to buy the movie tix cos i noe my parents cld send mi back hm!yeah!!!i sat beside chee n i took the seat along the stairs.scary!the movie's scary n i kept screaming.the couple infrnt of mi was irritated n kept turning back to diao mi.wt*!lolz~y can't i scream when watching horror movie?!lame sia~the guys nv scream nor shout...i tot they were brave.came hm n went online n ivan told mi tt they actually covered their eyes...toot!chey!i tot they were braver den mi.n i tink mayb i m the bravest one!lolz~stunner!came hm ard midnite.bathed n nw it's goin to b 2 am.v sianz.shall start revising fr tml onwards. kanbate lingzi!!!frenz take care of your health!exams r coming n study wisely.dun fall sick. :) jiayou everyone!God bless all of us!
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