today is my 17th birthday...but i'm not happy or excited at all...it's my most saddest n depressed birthday i ever had...jus kept on crying...deez n fong bought mi presents n went to spookshow wif mi...i nv slp for almost the whole nitez, keeping myself awake til morning...doin nth but jus cried...the reason behind may sounda stupid but haiz~~~i dunno how to explain.well it gt sth to do wif my birthday wish.i remembered gie askin mi abt my wish tis yr.finally, i noe wad it is...not the presents or birhtday cake.i merely want to have all my frens to wish mi jus a simple happy birthday.jus these 2 wrds...but onli less than 15 ppl wishing mi tis yr...sad...sobz sobz...out of these ppl, some r ppl i jus know for one day n saw them once onli.so where're all my so-called good frens?!!!i doubt they will wish mi happy belated birthday...mayb when ppl grow up, frens really do leave...haiz~wad abt new frens in poly?well, my new class is nt united n i dun tink they know it's my bdae today.but thanks to lydia n ting who bought mi cake n brownie.morning i called up bro boon leng.dunno who i can share my problems wif nwadays.haiz~wanted to call tyng they all bt i dun wan to spoil their moods before goin out to celebrate my bdae.cried over the phone for abt 2 hrs+.leng dunno wad to say but he consoled mi n asked mi to look on the bright side of life.i told him tt mayb after 28/8, i will forget the unhappy things. bin oso msg mi n khairul wished mi happy bdae online.i was glad they did but still i'm depressed...
settled sumthing before goin out to meet frens.i was late for 30 mins...so sorry guys n gurls!den went to eat in sakura wif gie,xz n daniel. the rest went to buy cake for mi...so sweet!den all of us went to nee soon central green to cut the cake.alot ppl were there so everyone was pai seh to sing bdae song. everything was settled v fast.lolz~ den i received a pink puma bag n a nearly transparent shirt fr them. thanks!!!they r nice manz!xz n daniel went for SL meeting. the rest of us went to LJS for dinner.i ate again. dunno y i cld eat so much. tink cos i'm depressed. everytime i'm like tt...using food to vent my sadness or anger.hahahaz~
den cs came n all of us went hm.luckily tis yr, i wasn't left alone.thanks alot to those frens who made efforts to spend the day wif mi!from the bottom of my heart, i jus wanna say THANK YOU to all of u. :D
Special thanks to deez, fong, jac, eric, zhan hui, lydia, ting, jia wen, wei kang, yanlong, angie, tyng, saw hui, xiang zhou, daniel, jack shen, chin siong and ivan!!!i love u frens!!! :)
if u ever ask mi wad's my bdae wish for next yr...i know wad it is. i dun wanna spend my birthday alone. i can dun receive any present but i want jus a simple happy birthday from my loved ones. =) n tt's my simple wish. not much ritez???
additional thanks to shawnie n jia yong!!!

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