tis holiday week jus zoomed past.everything seems to change n move so fast.i'm lagging all over.feel so sucky.didn't hav much time to study n i realli feel helpless.all things shd b done bt nt done wif them yet.argggghhhhhhhh!!!
so helpless.went to church on sat.sth terrible n really embarrasing thing happened.i went to buy a sandwich n a bottle of vitasay milk.bt tt bottle toppled fr the cupboard n milk was spilled all over mi...argh!i asked for help fr a guy standing near to mi.he jus stood there,lookin at my pathetic state n walked off.o my!nwadays,guys really sux.so unhelpful...wonder is he one of my churchmate?!selfish.asked for a cloth fr the 7-11 cashier.she tot i was being bullied by ppl.lolz!i was luffing when she asked mi tt...i apologised to her cos the milk was spilled all over.felt really bad.went hm n ate dinner.whole family's out.argh!lonely.miss lonely...nt mr lonely!hahahz~spent tt day n sun studying my phy chem.
today's 1st of august!hm...phy chem test.doesn't sounda gd to mi...difficult module.it's choking mi as well.i did my best bt hahahz~over 50+ mrks out of 100,i nv touch them at all.feel so lousy wif myself.haiz~if ever i cannt cope,wad course can i still go to?i really dunno.future looks so gloomy n uncertain for mi.haiz~living a day by a day.sucky life!
all my goals seem to disappear.i feel so helpless n useless now.dunno wad i can do for myself too...
disliking everyone.almost everyone.hahahz~dunno y.when i need them,no one seems to b there for mi.bt i know there's God.i keep holding onto Him,hoping He'll help mi to pull thru these difficult times of my life quickly.chatted wif Roy ytd.realised hm...really alot happened to both of us tis yr.nt good things bt seems like all bad tjus keep on coming to us.y?mayb God is trying to test our patience.i'm goin to b mad.bt comparing my life to Roy's,i seem to b more fortunate...i shd b happy.n i felt so sry tt Roy has to console mi n nt i who console him since he's the one who's more unfortunate.really hav to thank him.becos of him,khairul,jac,ivan,i nv cry last nite!they encourage mi to study n to b cheerful.thanks alot frens!!!
i mus care for others,mus love everyone.i mus really stop to dislike ppl ard mi,which is hard for mi to do so.i mus forget him n move on strongly.if not,things seem to b fallin apart for mi.n mayb he's the root of it cos i cannt forget.hopefully i will forget soon!cheers!

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