Saturday, August 06, 2005
hahahaz~finally all my tests r over!bt i tink i only manage to pass 2 out of 6!wonder will i survive in tis pathetic course?haiz~it's so suffocating!tt inu sensei really spoilt my day...he's fed up wif mi cos he's bias against mi as i failed all his previous tests.he always assumes tt i'm a lazy student...haiz~he scolded mi during the oral tests.wth!haiz~so upset.my senior told mi tt he probably either faili or jus giv mi a pass n nth more den tt...jus as wad i expected...went to northpt.met up wif tyng,sh,daniel,mf,joo etc.n a future-to-be couple,karin n her admirer!wah karin's carrying 3 love balloons n a bouquet of blue roses in her hands...tt guy mus hav spent a bomb on her.always sending her gifts.hahahz~he's justin.hm...nt bad-looking.TP guys r really more generous n stylish den NYP guys.went to eat dinner at sakura wif tyng n sh...karin was wif justin at another table.sweet sia!tyng,sh n mi were like shooting at dem...saying stupid lame stuffs.lolz~den i went to shop for cosmestics for my upcoming formal presentations.o manz~spent abt 60 bucks jus for foundation,remover n mascara.wad abt my shoes n clothes tt r nt bought yet!omg!i really dunno where to save my money!haiz~really broke...hana came to meet us.walked ard...sh went back hm.hana n i went to tyng's hse.tyng tried my new mascara n i gt a chance to b a live model.lolz~den had a chat wif hana n tyng.was flipping thru magazine,seventeen...saw the pg tt i need to read up on.hw to get over relationship...lolz~hana asked mi to read it.inside,tips r provided but as a christian,i dun really agree on sum of its points.look for sumone new who will make u happy bt nt to replace ur ex...wad bullshit is tt...lolz~i dun believe tt when u look for tt sumone new,u wun find one whu will resemble the one u really love ritez?!ppl r only giving excuses when they r lookin for new love.they onli jus wan to replace their ex n nv noe hw much they're goin to hurt the other party.stupid!another get over is to never ever b frens wif ur ex.tis one seems to b true bt den seems to b untrue too.no comment abt it.i tink it's concerned wif ur ex's thinking as well.if she/he dun wan,den let it b.no use forcing.ppl dun ever hav a gf/bf jus for the sake of havin a relationship.esp to one of my special frens.understand?it will not do u any good.really...trust mi cos the time is nt right yet.God creates everything beautifully in its time.dun worry even if u r single,i believe God will show u the way of happiness!jia you!dun ever doubt urself or God.goin to organise a national day outing for gahtering to look at firewks!hopefully,every fren will turn up!walked to mrt wif hana.went to pasar malam to buy her snacks.den went back hm.wah really v tired bt dun feel like sleeping...lolz~mayb cos i'm v disappointed.my unsaved frens said tt they wanna go for festival of praise.i was so excited upon hearing it...den they msg mi to tell mi tt they probably dun wan to go for it...even my churchmates ps mi all of a sudden.haiz~dun wan to go alone leh.might as well dun go at all le.sianz~life is boring manz.pissing off...but cannt blame them cos i noe everyone's busy wif sch n stuffs.really miss my frens.dunno when will i c them.haiz~frens,where r u?!really need sum of my supportive frens by my side.feel tt i cannt hold on anymore.
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