i'm stupid...today had to wk at morning.quite okiez.nv get scolding bt gt complaints.haiz~life isn't a bed of roses for mi.had lunch alone.rmb wad shifu told mi last nite.i realised i really gt nt much gd frens ard mi.no one will b by my side when i'm down.i can onli take gd care of myself cos it's my own life.haiz~came back to wk den at nite,i went to shp at the talking hall wif gera.we bought alot of things...i caused her dinner to b delayed n she's irritated...sorry gera!although she's v direct to mi,bt i dunno y i nv dislike her.i like her alot as a fren.haiz~i'm v damn sorry tt i spoilt her day.i'm a weak useless girl,nt loved by others.i gt a few gd frens onli...frens like beth,gie,tyng,saw hui,jac,deez,karin,shifu n my sis care for mi.bt all of us seldom meet or too bz to meet...i need sumone to tok to bt no fren...i need sumone to b by my side bt i m always alone.i'm too simple-minded.in another way,i'm too stupid.ppl dislike mi n i hate myself even more.i suck...my life sux nw!i feel like killing myself bt i dun hav the courage...n i'm nt stupid to tt extend...FUC*!!!

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